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I was thinking about it like an hour ago. And i think ___ DOES hate me. like I really think she does. I know i think a lot of people hate me, but i think she really does. Just saying!

Ok bye.

Another one. Greattttttttttttttttttt.

A good one!
Woke up to my dad to get dressed, yelled out Happy Fathers Day. But i found out later he didnt hear me -_-

So we went to Great Mall to have bonding time. I bought him some stuffs as we were shopping, haha. After like 5 hours of walking around endlessly, he got some shirts and shoes. I wanted to get us Laker Champion shirts but they didnt have our sizes! all XXL and XXXL. Gay.

But then we went straight to church after. Saw everyone there again, hella long time. Jansen and Romel with their new cut. Haha. OH, and i ran into don? after church. I turned around and he was right behind me and I kinda gave him this “tf?” look on accident. That’s how it turns out when i squint. HAHA. Whenever I give that look, people think i hate them cuz they take it as a “dirty” look.

Anyways, back home. Dinner. STEAK SALAD MASHEDPOTATOES GRAVY. mmmmmm. Hella good.

Happy Father’s Day yo.

OK so. recap.
Before was Blush with Wison, Matt, Kyle, and Russ. Hella nicee. Free yogurt from Chanda and Cat. Woooo.

Well anyways, we arrive 3rd? Angelica was 1st, Jacob had to go back home to go lock his door. Haha. But anyways

We were just chilling around and eating, waiting for Rockband. But just played Foosball instead. OK KYLE AND WISON CHEAT. WE HELLA WON. HAHA. That was fun though. Blah blah blah i hella forget.

AY comes. Kiana, Henry, Stephanie, Scott, Don? Nathalie? Samy? I think that was it. Not sure about the names, but whatevss. Party was kinda alright. Idk, I was just hella lazy and tired cuz i slept at like 5 the night before. I wasn’t really in the mood to go “extend my network” haha

Anyways, Basically the whole day was just basketball, rockband, ping pong not really, hang around in marcs room, and eat.

OH AND. um, i think it was don? Yeah, whenever like him and stephanie were talking or something, everytime i passed by, he would wave, but i didn’t know he was waving at me. So i just ignored it the whole time… HAHA. I finally realized for like the last time. then at the end, he yells out “BYE LUCIANO” haha, I didn’t even remember him from AY. so idk whateverr.

Caught Kyle talking shit about me to Patrick. NOW WE HAVE A “PROBLEM.” <3
Oh and im still hella confused. Cuz Henry came up out of nowhere while Russell and I were talking and he says something. Wonder what that was aboutt, haha.

ANYWAYS. I can’t remember anything at all.
It was pretty fun. Could’ve been better if i was actually awake and alert.

So I wonder what all that stuff was about today. I’m too tired to remember though.

I had a good dream today. In fact, really good. I guess that means good signs.
Trying to think positively, and it’s working.
If not, just go with the flow and just take what’s happening.

BUT I’M STILL _______ ___ JUST IN CASE!
and it’s for the better, and you’ll like love it. (:

What’s up with all these really bad dreams lately? It’s like what i fear the most, would never want to happen, or just completely negative. The weird thing? It seems so real. It’s stuff that can actually happen. Not fantasy stuff like theres a dragon or something.

Real Situations. It’s Crazy.

Idk, i wish they would stop.

I didn’t really want to go to Denise’s house. But i thought it would be a good oppurtunity to get closer to Denise. Also, i thought it would be another oppurtunity to hangout with Jordan before he’s off to college. Haha, and Kyle. I knew you didn’t wanna come cuz you said it would be boring, but before like i knew you were going, I wanted to say just go cuz it’s gonna turn out fun, and guess what. I WAS RIGHT.

haha. But, i did take advantage of the oppurtunities and I’m happy with it. I’m also happy with the food, haha.

This was actually one of my Summer Goals mentioned on Xanga.

Surpriseeee. What is he trying to do? I hope he’s trying to do what I’ve been wishing for a long timee. This feels like old times. I hope he can keep up. Chill one day? Any day fosho.

But honestly, Idk who my true ____ ______ is right now anymore.

Hopefully this summer we can find out.

I don’t really know who my ____ ____ _______ anymore. It’s really confusing. It seems as if I’m __ ____ ________. I’m only thought of as a ____ ______.

Whatever, i guess.

One of the things I hate about myself. But then again, “He that is not jealous is not in love.”

Thanks ____.

- Zeikos D40/D40x/D60 Battery Grip [x]
- Extra EN-EL9 Battery [x]
- Nikkor 35mm f/1.8 Lens [ ]
- Nikon SB-600 External Flash [ ]

Unfinished.

UHHH. ok, annoying much?
Get off her nuts already, sheeeeeesh.

Don’t you guys have better stuff to do? Or atleast someone else to talk to? I mean seirously -_-

ANYWAYS ________23454326234567527x more

So, today at Jay’s House. People kept calling me “CREEPER”
Just cuz I was taking a lot of pictures. I don’t mind, it’s just that I was trying to capture the memories.

Lately, 24/7 since I got the camera. I’ve been taking pictures EVERYTIME I GO OUT. Or the times I should really capture, unless I’m lazy. But I now have 15 folders of 15 different things full of pictures. Full of memories.

Patrick inspired me in a way to take pictures of everything everyday. Just something to remember. These are things I hope to remember forever, and something to look back on after Graduation. I love that feeling, looking back at times, especially with pictures. The best laughs come from past events and the funny situations that occur.

I think that’s the real reason of me taking pictures 24/7 now.

Happy 10 Months! (:

Crazy how fast time goes by.
I am more thankful than ever for her. Haha.
Love her like craaaaaaazy. You have no clue.
I wish I could say more, but it’s all in the mini-envelope. <3

was just a knockfull of negative thoughts.

Idk why.

I only switched to Tumblr because Xanga didn’t excite me.
Also, tumblr makes me wanna blog because of the layout of everything. It’s hella my style, haha.

Okk, so no offense to Kyle or Ducky, but I don’t really want to do it anymore.

We are really unorganized right now. And i believe were already behind schedule? We don’t even have a location yet. Idk, it sounds like it’s already starting to fail?

But it’s not just that. Idk, I kinda wanted to spend this Summer like last year.
The weekly FSA meetings and see whatsup.

And we’d be trying to perform for events and even start our own events.

I wish we could’ve done that this year. And with the summer show in the way, we could have just been spending time organizing the Beach Trip, Camping Trip, Picnic, Basketball Tournament, etc. What we wanted last year. And its Summer? I kinda just wanna hang around and have fun. Not be stressed from this show.

and idk, a show for freshmen? I doubt any would go. The way the kids think, I dont think they would. I know my little brother wouldn’t.  And even if it did happen, 1.5 hours is way too short. A show that long should be free. Also, if you think about it. ALOT of people come late, so if they did, theyd probably miss half the show or even all of it, haha.

So idk, I kinda don’t wanna do it anymore.
it’s not fosho yet.

a little TOOOO sensitive sometimes.
Sigh, it sucks.

Wouldn’t it hurt to be mentioned just once?
idk what to think.