LMFAOOOO. ok i think this is Mia… I remember she like left me a tumblr ask about this before, haha. Or Maryanne? Maryanne always tells me how nice I dress… Idk. but HAH. but thanks! if this isn’t Mia or Maryanne, oh sorry. HAHAH.
What Did You Wear Today
I used to do this all the time in my ISS days, haha.
I kind of miss it, maybe I’ll start it again?
No, Jay and I did not break up. haha. It’s nice to know so many people care though.
But yeah Happy Anniversary Jay Wangworawut (:
One more. hehe.
Edit: DAMMIT! you beat me, I had this post typed up like 10 minutes prior -________- and I didn’t forget ):
Some of you may know, some of you may not. Might as well make it public. Sigh.
To: My first.
To be honest, I don’t know if you’ll read this or not. I’m not even sure if you follow me now. I’ll just let everything out. I remember the first time I saw you, it was just a picture online. I was only a freshman, and you were the same grade. Don’t get me wrong, that might be weird but my first thoughts were, “Damn. I needa get that.” But there was a problem. I don’t think I even had a chance of laying my eyes on you in real life. You were a blessing I wanted to see, to interact with, to be mine. As time went by, I saw you everywhere online and I just knew I couldn’t have you. Everyone thought it was impossible for me to even be with you for my age and immaturity. It wasn’t until one night during the summer before sophomore year, I actually had a chance to see you. All that time thinking you and I would never be together, actually came true. You stuck out like crazy amongst everyone else. When I saw you, it was like all I could see were glistening stars. I had fun walking with you almost everyday, but I was scared I would hurt you. Every time I was with you, I kept checking you out nonstop from your beauty and kept thinking to myself, “Damn, do I really have you?”. I remember when I bought you these gold accessories to replace your old ones since they were lost. You wore them everyday and you really made me happy. I’m not gonna lie, you weren’t cheap, but it was worth all the money. You felt so good, haha. You’re tongue felt amazing. I was very comfortable with you. I remember at times, you’d get a little dirty, but it’s ok, I liked it. Especially the black lacey on you ;]. Sorry anyways. Everything was good until… everyone started complaining if we did that everyday, you would get wrinkles from the stress I gave you. Everyone told me to stop, but i didn’t. Up to this day, I still think you’re beautiful. Though I caused you to get wrinkles… and um.. older in general, you still stick out amongst everyone else. Not gonna lie, you kind of did get uglier, but you’re beautiful so it doesn’t matter. Sigh. I stopped walking with you everyday for a reason btw. I guess I found something better. But don’t worry, you’ll always be my first love. I stopped spending time with you and I felt you needed someone to replace me because you didn’t deserve that. You need to feel important since it’s been a really long time. I’ve had you for almost 2 years now, and it’s time to let go. Everyone wants you, and I was lucky enough to have you for this period of time. I stopped spending time with you, so I had to do this.
Today was my final time with you. Probably the last time I’ll ever hold you. I said goodbye and I had to drop you off as the new guy walked off with you. I’m glad you have someone now who can actually walk with you. You have a guy from EVHS now, no more of this gay bell boy shit.
Goodbye, my first.
“He better be treating you right.” - AJ Rafael
Probably, my last picture of you. Going to keep this forever for the memories. Look at the picture.
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P.S. you look horrible in red. And eh, you somewhat look good in orange. But I’ll always love you.
P.S.S. I’m over your type anyways.
If you want your user name on the back of my new shirt before I print it, re-blog this with the name you want. Pass it on to your friends from blogspot and flickr and everything. I will put everyones name on there if I get about 100+ re-blogs. If not then I have to draw something… SO RE-BLOG WITH YOUR USERNAMES OR NAME YOU PERFER!
Still thinking about it -________- Should I still go?
Still thinking about it! I didn’t go the past two years but my friends always tell me I missed out, haha. But yeah! Let me know if you’re going. (:
I got this from Tracey! I’m bored, haha.
1. A picture of you on your birthday or favorite holiday.
Birthday at Jays House then BC (:
2. The youngest picture you can find of yourself in digital form.
I have no clue how old I was, haha.
3. A picture of you making a weird face at the camera
I honestly don’t have any pictures of me making weird faces at all? haha, this is at EVHS helping Evita.
4. A picture of you truly being yourself.
Me taking a picture, always trying to get the perfect angle.
5. The most recent picture of you
at Andrew’s house after playing basketball!
6. A picture of you being ridiculous.
HAH. High School Musical status w/ Cassie.
7. A picture of you showing off a new haircut/color.
I never take pictures of my haircuts because I simply always hate them. HAH. The closest thing I have is me in a beanie because Jay wanted to see it.
8. A picture of a time in your life that’s over but you wish it wasn’t.
Haha, Pakyma days.
dance days. I guess it’s not really over, or… im not sure. haha. I’m on the far right.
9. A picture of you where you were nothing but happy.
Whether it’s with family on Christmas, or friends @ BOTT or doing random shit, I’m always happy, haha.
10. A picture of when you were a different person than you are now.
Towards the beginning of our relationship. I am a different guy because of her. With her, I’ve grown and changed for the better. This leads me to my next picture:
11. A picture with someone you love.
12. A picture of how you’d like the world to see you.
13. A picture that you’d like to spend everyday.
Out and about. w/ clouds of course, haha.
14. A picture of a time when everything was changing.
When highschool started.
15. A picture that makes you smile.
LMFAO. Charlie’s Angels with Samy and Kyle @ Melanie’s.
16. A picture of one of the best days/nights of your life.
Idk if it was one of the happiest, but it was a good time forsure. and plus it ended in this:
17. A picture of your past.
Meeting Kobe! hahaha. hella random, but whatevs.
18. A picture of your present
19. A picture you couldn’t leave out.
Back in kindergarten. “Each of us is a flower, growing in God’s garden.”hehe.
20. A picture of just you.
Just a warning, this is about shoes. You don’t really have to read. haha.
Thank god for my early shoe obsession, it really helped in the long run <3
Haha, oh I remember how everyone had that phase. I honestly still go on ISS daily to look at all the new shit. I still have a shoe obsession, I just choose not to be stupid and drop loads of money on shit I’ll barely wear. Honestly, it’s my obsession that still holds me back from selling my shoes. I can sell all my shoes right now, and buy all types of shit I want, literally. I probably have about 2 grand worth in shoes still just sitting in my closet. I’m so dumb -_________-
I’ll sell them as time goes along. I’ll sell a pair definitely for the new iPhone 4G. haha.
But you’re probably wondering how I had that much when I was so immature and little to even be handling that type of money. During this phase, shit. I did so much shoe dealing. I’d look for shoes for cheap. I didn’t have to like em, I just needed a really good deal. So then I’ll trade and trade for something more expensive. My best outcome of this?
170$ Nike SB Purple Avengers technically turning into a brand new pair of Brand New 800$ Nike SB White Supreme Lows. Crazy right? I ended up trading those pair of shoes for a pair of 500$ shoes and a 16GB iTouch. I ended up selling those shoes for the money and sold the iTouch. Blah, the “business” days. I kind of miss it. I still think about how hard I worked on getting all these deals done. I still think about how if I never stopped, where I would be at.
Random rant that I thought of today since I just sold another pair of shoes.
Haha I’ve been thinking about it. But I’m not sure since I’m not really a big fan of it, but that’s why I was asking if anyone wanted a photoshoot, haha. Not necessarily for amateur modeling, but just for funsies, haha. Btw, get a tumblr ask! haha
haha alriight. (:
I’ll take the pictures of course, haha.
Message me if interested!
*Throws up. Lmfao. Ew.
LMAO it’s hella worth itttt niggaaa.
Idk. Just make sure no guys don’t go down! =) Cous like lil wayne said, “I only go down if you keep your grass cut.” LOL.
i know i know. siides the nigga im talking to isn’t coming back till fuggin july. so it’s all goood (;
Ok as your cousin Jan, this is the most awkwardest shit ever…. HAH
Thanks desmond, haha.
Holy fucking tits right now, he better not beat up Kobe. HAHAH.
I’ve hated him since he was with the suns a couple years ago, who were one of the bitches that actually beat LA in the playoffs which made me hate him more. And plus he like clothelined him and shit.
But, this actually sounds pretty good, even though I hate him.
Haha thanks, appreciated! realtalk. But I just got homee from a kickback. I’m tireddd.
DUDE, F-WORD RIGHT HERE. HAHA, SHIT I WAS HOPING.. YEAH…. get on aim.
Same as Patrick, I’ve been tagged by a number of people, so I thought I would do this now since I’m in a food Coma off fried chicken.
1) When did Baby by Justin Bieber come out? Because it has honestly been stuck in my head since. HAH. -__________________-
2) I secretly play the piano. Well not secretly, I just never tell anyone about it or play, haha. Have been playing since like 2nd grade, but I stopped once highschool started. Then I recently started playing again except I’ve been making covers of songs by ear. Guess which one I just started yesterday? Baby by Justin Bieber. HAH.
3) It may seem I take pictures a lot, but in reality, I don’t. I only take pictures when I go out and such, which is why you don’t see as much random photography from me, but only portraits of people wherever I’m at.
4) I used to dance a lot, but I stopped recently. I joined AYoungin’ and Futureshock SJ at one point but I quit because I don’t like the idea of dancing taking over my weekend. HAH. I only do it for fun, so dancing taking over my social time wouldn’t make sense, hah
5) I really like Chapstick. Like alot. I always need some on me.
6) I also love art. I took down all my posters and shit in my room to put up all art which is why If you’ve recently been in my room, most of my walls are empty and is all art now except for my signed Kobe Bryant jersey ;]. I love doing graffiti also, which is probably what i do the most, haha. Everyone used to ask me to tag their name on some sketch paper with pens and sharpies and give it to them, haha. Hmm, maybe I should start doing that again.
7) I’m anti-drama, like seriously. Like wison said: “And I hate your approachability(sp?) because you make it (look?) so easy to talk to new people and friends. And I hate your dedication towards friendship, because that’s a trait I’d like to emulate but I rather can’t or fail at genuinely emulating it.” (Btw Wison I appreciated this <3 haha)Friendship is a big deal to me. That’s why you never see me getting mad or holding a grudge against anyone, unless you flirt with or hit on Jay, then you’re on my hate list. HAH. But yeah, I don’t make big deals out of small things like if you make fun of me or give me shit. I don’t let things go down in between us so I don’t ever confront. Jon Phan always asks why I never get mad at people, and this is why.
Too lazy to tag people so just do it if you’d like. haha
Sorry, it took me hella long to answer these. I kind of deleted some =X This is because i don’t like flooding people’s dashboards with my stuff, haha. but yeah!
Drop a question or comment! I’m a fan of random questions and comments, just btw. haha.
@thesimpledays - haha thanks! means alot.
@Anonymous1 - Honestly, i’m not a fan of telling my photography secrets, but i can tell you a little bit. You need an external flash. When you take the picture, you have to take it in such a way that can handle the exposure and contrast boost on Photoshop or whatever to still look good and sharp. Just a tease.
@Anonymous2 - It’s this led flashlight i got from Walgreens, haha.
@ilovedinoman - Idk really know what your real name is, so Idk if i did? haha, but idk random adds are kinda eh sometimes.
@Anonymous3 - Right now I don’t have a car or insurance -_- which is why I only drive around Evergreen/Silver Creek area. My mom said she’ll let me drive wherever when I get insurance, but that should be this summer, haha. But when I do drive, I drive a black Honda CR-V!
Key word here: Older brother.
HAH. I feel cool. He needs to get his license.
Guess what I’m up to.
He let me drive the escalade. Hehe.